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the Rose is Dead and Withered

but the Thorns Forever Grow

Created on 2001-12-23 19:37:30 (#420628), last updated 2006-06-25

3,542 comments received, 6,199 comments posted

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Name:Screaming at the Stars
Birthdate:04-15
Location:Portland, Oregon, United States
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Kill Me Please



Its you that
I adore

I'll always
be your whore

When you were here before . . . couldn't look you in the eye . . . You're just like an angel . . . your skin makes me cry . . . You float like a feather . . . in a beautiful world . . . I wish I was special . . . you're so fucking special . . . But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo . . . What the hell am I doing here? . . . I don't belong here.



I waited for months for your phone call. My phone never rang. I tried to be there . . . . but you didnt want me there. someday . . . someday you will see me . . . someday you will realize . . .
Someday You will see who I am. Someday you will know who I am









Kiss Me and Smile For Me
You gave me
the best gift
ever.
You made me
feel
Special.




Oh Fortune!...Like the moon...you are changeable...ever waxing...and waning...hateful life...first oppresses...and then soothes...as fancy takes it...poverty...and power...it melts them like ice......Fate - monstrous...and empty...you whirling wheel...you are evil...well-being is vain...and always fades to nothing...shadowed...and veiled...you plague me too...now through the game...I turn my naked back...to your villainy...Fate is against me...in health...and virtue...driven on...and weighted down...always enslaved...So at this hour...without delay...pluck the vibrating strings...since fate...strikes down the string man...everyone weep with me...








I'll be alone forever


i have some luggage . . . however little baggage . . . and in todays climate, it probably wouldnt be a good idea to take it all to the airport anyways. Cant say im into the whole brushing someone elses teeth at night (im sorry, but that would be freaky!!!), however the spending time doing fun stuff, thats alright.
I'll shoot the Colour Sergeant if he Retreats again. At worst - Form Square and repell all charges. At best - Form Column and advance



im an old man . . . ancient . . . . older than dirt . . . a dirty old man . . . 25, so pretty much all my vertical growing is done, althought i could go horizantal . . .



i really hope to talk to you soon . . . my phone is always on . . . and always waiting for your voice . . .

alex all alone





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